I’m being so otaku nowadays that slowly i’m getting lazy by just staying at home. Totally lost the interest about the wild wild world outside my window. Manga, watching show, sleep at home when there’s free time slowly becoming my daily routine.
So.
I’m gonna at least walk out of my room and doing something i like. Like guitar and sports!
Plus to train up myself to maintain my fitness, im getting out of shape already. haha.
Laters.
林宥嘉-背影
三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己..
你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇.
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近…
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影…
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽…
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影…
躲在安静角落不用你回头看..
不用珍惜…
我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影…
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽…
感谢我不愿意拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影…
躲在安静角落不用你回头看..
不用珍惜…
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影…
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意…
只少还能当你的背影。
Finally after 21 years of waiting. I’m officially out of the small little world that i used to be in. For now i’m so called in the “adulthood” and i have no choice but to step into this complicated and messy enviroment. Oh well i know it sucks.
And 12 years ago i remember my sis telling me she’s 21 and she’s not happy about it. I thought she’s crazy though.Been dreaming to be a big guy like my father and able to do things that a young boy cant do. Till recent years i realised growing up is not a easy things to do. The older you are, the more responsibility one has to take and offend during this stage of life, especially for guys. Sigh i wont explain on that. I can takes 3 days to state all problems i had. aha.
Anyway. since it’s my birthday i can make 3 wishes right?
Right!
Here goes.
People around me happy and safe.
Grew up and be a better man.
Keep it to myself =)
Laters.
ps: I m happy for you.
Some may know i just came back from field camp and im kinda rushing around to everywhere today, trying spent my time with friends and family. It sucks when it’s only the 2nd day of cny and i gotta booked in for outfield the next following pathetic chu san. Sigh.
And yes i was super emo stucking in one place for 8 straight hours talking to trees and spider. (It was to the extend that i was watching this spider building its web till about 50cm high. Alright forget that) I was kinda thinking about something, someplace, and someone. It’s the first time i feel the great urge to call someone out but knowing nothing can be done, i desperately waited for night time.
And on 30th January 2009. 2130. I have decided that life’s gonna change for me right then and im gonna be so happier than now. Turning 21 in 1mth time, gotta think la!
i guess everyone should be doing well now right? I seriously lost all the updated news from friends and i kinda feel sad about it. Sigh.
Nothing much to say, just that im super tired this week and im having fc next week. Another long and tiring week for me and i certainly not prepare anything for it now. lol.Lets wait and see.
And if i didn’t realised, i haven been doing/never did these stuffs since then.
-Gathering with friends.
-movie(3-4mths already?)
-a really really fat and oily meal(I need to pamper myself already.)
-good sleep.
-running or cycling along the coastline.(i love the sea!)
-tan and more tan.(imagine how weird it is to have tan lining of the singlet.)
-save more money for US trip 2010/1.(Btw my da-jie over there for her master’s for 2 years.)
-At least get a gold before im out of the course.
-Counting down to the greatets 1st march ever. =D
And there’s still more but i might spent hours writing.
More importantly is that everyone’s safe and sound.
Happy and pleasant 2009.
For those ORDing or ed, screw you guys.
Those working and studying, jiayou.
Those like me, good luck.
Laters.
